September 2010
2 posts
ok.
no more sadness. enough is enough.
i have no time for this nonsense anyway. Besides… I have an awesome support group that seem to always stick around through the cigarettes we consume.
i am thankful for the amount of people i have all over the world - be it in Perth, Kuching or even the farfetched places like Nizhny Novgorod.
i wait and wait and wait. i’ve been waiting since yesterday, since the day before, since the day you added me (or was it I who added you), since the day we first met each other.
so maybe this is what it means when they say Taureans are very patient.
but what if all this waiting leads to nothing. what if all this waiting is just nothing.
i will never know. not within these three weeks. not...
August 2010
15 posts
someone up there really really loves me
…because i’ve been soooo lucky lately.
there is so much good going on my life that sometimes i wonder; how long will all of this last?
because i see so many people around me suffering, so many around me complaining that i am afraid of turning into them someday.
because i am happy now, doesn’t mean i’ll be happy later.
i’m scared. but still happy.
sometimes i wonder; do you put up real fucked up photos of yourself on facebook because you want to share them with your friends or because you want to look cool and get some attention from outside.
you know what, we don’t feel good seeing photos of you getting fucked up on facebook. Having a good time is fine and trust me, I’ve done some crazy things too but some photos are just not...
report before bed: exhaustion
trying to prove my exhaustion but i believe i have failed.
today: semi-productive. regrets: eating 3.5 slices of pizza and all that garlic bread. highlight of the day: my 20 minute nap after lunch
off to bed for me! another long day again tomorrow.
4 days in a row...
i have ran and sweat bucket loads. i hope to keep this up for the next 17 weeks of my gym membership.
200 dollars is a lot of ringgit.
Hey baby What is love? It was just a game We’re both playing and we can’t get enough of
one of the best nights i could ask for.
the highlight of my night = when Haddaway’s ‘What is Love’ played in the club and everyone was screaming on the dancefloor.
i got slapped in the ass by a butch. well.. it was a gay club after all.
supper = stoning sesh.
i drove and didn’t get caught on any breathlyzer tests or such. thank god. hate getting caught by the cops here because
1. MY LICENSE IS NOT TRANSLATED...
today is SUPER productive
today started off with a fire drill, followed by a nice hot breakfast and then checking Facebook (as well as WebCT!). After that, went to send a friend’s car to the workshop and to send another friend’s laptop to the service centre, ending at Emma’s (the Asian grocery store) where the boys got all their instant noodles for lifetime and i got the original Thai redbull (the ones in...
July 2010
13 posts
“It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts...”
– Bridget Jones’s Diary (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via filmquotes, kari-shma) (via grunge-goddess)
OMG. i was looking for this the other day!!
4th last day in kuching
was an ok day.
we ate the ayam penyet at Rumah Hijau for the first time and it was pretty good. but then it rained. so we had to run into my car and resume our tale-telling at Bing’s, which is somewhere i haven’t set foot in a loooong time.
we realise that we are getting old and our life is stagnant and we need some new excitement in our lives. we also realise that staying in...
“i kinda miss february.”
i want you to want meeeee!
i kinda miss being in a band.
it’s not about being ‘cool’ but more of the fact that you get to jam with people who want to jam too.
:)
last night, i dreamt that someone told me I was...
#572
Someone that doesn’t find my swearing unattractive.
boy am i horribly grumpy today.
things i do when i’m horribly grumpy.
lie in bed
snap at anyone who disturbs me in bed
snap at anyone who enters my room
snap at anyone who turns on/off the lights in my room
snap at anyone who ask me to do something
snap at everyone
so, now’s not a good time to;
tell me to eat
tell me to shower
tell me that i’m fat/lazy/stubborn or all of the above.
ask me to wash the...
June 2010
6 posts
“I think you are too emo for your own good. STOP BEING SUCH A FUCKING EMO AND...”
i have a confession to make...
…that every time I screw up and feel the need to start all over again, I get a haircut.
“Wah! So if one day I see you walking down the street and you are bald?!”
Yep. Means I fucked up big time.
P.S. Haircuts work wonders! I wish I can cut my hair everyday!
May 2010
5 posts
when i was young, my sisters friends fussed over me a lot. i won’t lie about loving the attention. and when my siblings left the house, i was the only child my parents got to fuss over.
maybe that’s why i always feel the need to impress/please everyone when deep inside i probably just miss all the attention i got.
April 2010
24 posts
“Peel me apart now
there are so many layers
waiting just for you.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson
i was playing zee avi songs on repeat last night.
then, while i was asleep… i dreamt that i was at a random park in Australia where an Aussie girl started playing ‘kantoi’ with perfect Malay pronunciation. But somehow rather, I was angry (i don’t know why?!) and went up to her and said, “THAT’S MY GUITAR! GIVE IT BACK TO ME!”
We fought for a bit but i...
Man who attempted suicide may face legal action -... →
KUCHING: A young man who attempted suicide by jumping off the Santubong Bridge near here about 9.30pm on Sunday night might face legal action.The 30-year-old, believed to be suffering from a broken heart or excessive work pressure, sustained no major injuries. Several fishing enthusiasts witnessed his suicide attempt.
According to the Criminal Procedure Code, suicide is a crime.
Suicide is a...
ermmm...... OOOOKAYYY.
that’s all i have to say :D
haiwan pesta
V: bila lu balik sini agi
Me: ahhhh. July
V: aiya july... :((((
Me: hahaha.why?
V: gue ada periksa bulan itu
Me: kenapa?
V: exam.
Me: ha? exam? why?
V: ingat mau buat party pada bulan jun
Me: party? tapi Jun saya pergi London
V: enggak apa... boleh buat mini party bila lu balik lagi bila summer
Me: yehhhh!
V: freedom party!
Me: asalkan ada party, i'm up for it.
V: hahahahhahahh! lu semacam party animal.
Me: memang! saya haiwan pesta.
Me: HAHAHA!
V: nanti ditendang bouncer dengan sepatu
V: hahahahahahaha
Me: nggak apaa
Me: saya gigit seperti haiwan pesta yang liar.
V: whoa... habis sepatu itu.
Me: omg. this conversation is too much already.
kit kat kitty kat kat
So, tonight my nickname and status on MSN looks like this….
After an hour or so, I totally forgot about it and was doing my own things when suddenly….
.kimberly <3s QQ says: i ate it. drizzle : ate what? .kimberly <3s @@ says: your kit kat.
which was true because she came into my room this afternoon and ate the kit kat in my fridge :(