ok.
no more sadness. enough is enough.
i have no time for this nonsense anyway. Besides… I have an awesome support group that seem to always stick around through the cigarettes we consume.
i am thankful for the amount of people i have all over the world - be it in Perth, Kuching or even the farfetched places like Nizhny Novgorod.
i wait and wait and wait. i’ve been waiting since yesterday, since the day before, since the day you added me (or was it I who added you), since the day we first met each other.
so maybe this is what it means when they say Taureans are very patient.
but what if all this waiting leads to nothing.
what if all this waiting is just nothing.
i will never know. not within these three weeks. not within the next few months. perhaps never.
so please, please, please give me a sign or just throw in a slap for i need to move on with my life; the life of a perfect woman.
someone up there really really loves me
…because i’ve been soooo lucky lately.
there is so much good going on my life that sometimes i wonder; how long will all of this last?
because i see so many people around me suffering, so many around me complaining that i am afraid of turning into them someday.
because i am happy now, doesn’t mean i’ll be happy later.
i’m scared. but still happy.
sometimes i wonder; do you put up real fucked up photos of yourself on facebook because you want to share them with your friends or because you want to look cool and get some attention from outside.
you know what, we don’t feel good seeing photos of you getting fucked up on facebook. Having a good time is fine and trust me, I’ve done some crazy things too but some photos are just not meant to be on facebook you know. It’s uncomfortable and it’s painful to see, not because i care but because it’s just disgusting.
think about it this way, if your future employer googles your name and finds your facebook, you’re done for. Remember, all it takes is a mutual friend to show your fucked up photos to the world.
i don’t know about you but i think i still have a bit of reputation to uphold.
We want chocolate.
HOLY SHIZZ!! That’s a huuuuuuge tub of nutella! attention Ko Pei Han… we need to look for that!
report before bed: exhaustion
trying to prove my exhaustion but i believe i have failed.
today: semi-productive.
regrets: eating 3.5 slices of pizza and all that garlic bread.
highlight of the day: my 20 minute nap after lunch
off to bed for me! another long day again tomorrow.
4 days in a row…
i have ran and sweat bucket loads. i hope to keep this up for the next 17 weeks of my gym membership.
200 dollars is a lot of ringgit.
Hey baby
What is love?
It was just a game
We’re both playing and we can’t get enough of
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
